Thursday, April 20, 2006

Again, Chaotic Thoughts

Just came back to hostel..
Had many thoughts in my mind.. thought of Brother Linus, thought of God, had a quick recollection of my last 23 years, thought of my lifestyle issue, thought of my fear factor, thought of Dong Fang Billy and his book which I am picking up to read - it was a gift blessed by Bro Cam, then thought of Bro Cam, his work issues and the way he approached things in life, thought of my own life, thought of my problems, in fact, it was not too long journey but many thoughts came to my mind as Jamie's car travelled along PIE, the journey was quiet.. There was a song 游牧民族 sang by Gigi Leung... Nice song.. thought of Kelvin, thought of Eddy, thought of my trip in Shanghai, thought of those things I did not do and places I had not visited..
Yup, I was and in fact am still feeling emotional but I am not having mood swings.. but I was just enjoying that moment of chaotic thoughts.. enjoying myself and smiling through as I browse the blogs once again.. haa..
Yes, with no doubt, last evening was a very very enjoyable evening for me, my core class celebrated joint birthday celebrations for Jamie, Daniel Hua Qing and myself, Daniel Goh. (photos not ready yet)
We had dinner at Surf and Turf, Suntec then chiong a 4-hour KTV session with dajie, zhiqiang, daniel huaqing, ade princess, jamie and alvin @ Party World Orchard until 2am.. nice nice.. I really enjoyed myself very much after weeks of projects and exams fever.. Felt the burnt out..
Finally I could take a short breather..
Thanks guys for the wonderful gift.. =) Thanks Jamie for the ride back.. =)
Yesterday's morning, the Lord showed me something very interesting: Fear overcome through Faith in Christ Jesus..
Anneh and Brother Francis sent me a sms each.. Interestingly, about the similar theme but they don't really know each other.. and I don't believe it's by coincidence..
Anneh: "Fear can paralyse us, but faith and trust in God can overcome fear (2 Tim 1:6-8, Heb 13:6). If we trust in God, we will be free to respond boldly to the events around us."
Brother Francis: "Fear is faith in reverse gear! God has not given you a spirit of fear but of power, love and a sound mind! Faith is a spirit. Nothing can remove fear of any kind except the spirit of faith of Christ. You see Jesus, God sees your faith. Without faith, it is impossible to please God. Faith comes by hearing and hearing of His Word. His Grace, His Love, His Salvation, His Redemption. Divine health, wealth, peace, joy and love to you in Jesus' Name. Amen."
God is good.. I am contemplating and working out some issues in my heart.. Please pray for me for God's wisdom and courage to go forth. Thank you brothers and sisters. =)
I just want to say... Brother, enjoy yourself in England. Please take good care of yourself.
Daniel..

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