Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Entry: 24 October 2006

After reading my good friend Daniel's blog.. suddenly, just so many thoughts come flooding my mind... feels like blogging them down..

Pentecost's Men Prayer Group
I attended my home church men prayer group for the first time.. It was a good experience as I immerse in the love of God with other Christian brothers who had journeyed and are still journeying with the Lord for many years.. who said Christian life is a smooth sailing journey? However, these men didnt lose faith in the Lord, in fact, they pressed on and faith increased and the Lord honours their faithfulness and bless them with much more - joy, peace, love, spiritual and material blessings.. Praise be to God.

Although I had a long night work last night until 12.30am and woke up at 5am this morning to attend the men group but I enjoyed the worship and truly was ministered by the sharings of these brothers.

As the youngest man among them, it was quite "out of place" for me initially but I just listen and let their sharing minister to me.. Chin Name asked if I enjoyed the fellowship.. yes I did.. and Huifen asked if I would go again.. hmmm I don't know.. perhaps I would..

DEW Ministry
My DEW Worker, Peter led me through a series of confession, repetence and renuciation of occult practices.. big manifestation last Sunday and mild manifestation this Sunday.. hehe thanks be to God. What's more amazing is that, n the midst of the ministry, the Lord just led me to remember my grandpa's death and I shared this with my counsellor and the Lord just brought closure to the hidden pain in me for many years. Praise be to God for He has allowed me to unleash all my years of pain of abandonment and lost as a result of my Ah Gong's death. My tears that Sunday could fill an ocean.. haha.. just joking...

I believe by faith that I've released Ah Gong to Lord Jesus Christ. One day, I will eat hamburger with Ah Gong in Heaven!

Flu bug not leaving me
Haiz~ the most unpleasant experience right now is that my flu bug has not left me since 27 September until today.. My nose is still running and I'm finishing another packet of flu tablets.. hmm.. I dont know what to do also.. rest more and drink more water..

Work is Siong
How to rest more? My job is such that I've to work for long hours.. Although God is very very good, 2 weeks onto the job, I've managed to close 4 jobs and hire 4 people. More expectations from Boss.. but Regina affirmed what I thought the other time when I was quite down, this is the season where the Lord is training to build me up for the future. To be able to be under the direct tutelage of my HR Director is a blessing from the Lord too.. But I've to manage her expectation at times too.. Nevertheless, I'm reminded time and again not to lose myself in the midst of busy work schedule.. My walk with the Lord, my family, my friends and the community at large are still important to me.

Father God, grant me the attitude that attracts success in Christ Jesus. I may fall from time to time, but I will pick myself up. I dont wish to fall, help me to walk steadily and as free as I could!
To You be all Glory and Praise.

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