This week is really a terrible week... feeling very disconnected at work.. crunching numbers, dialling numbers... looking forward to next week for the training class... expectations upon expectations.. Maybe I'm not really not so good afterall.. ha.. Or maybe my "heart" is just not at work..
I'm very disappointed in my own performance and really lose the zeal and drive for work.. why so? Cos overwork? cos too many accounts to close? Or what? I'm running away from reality and wanting only the easy way out.. it's not going to work this way in life.
Disappointments in life are inevitable.. i'm disappointed in myself for my performance.. But i'm not being fair to God, i'm not being fair to my boss.. It's time to buck up, pick myself up and walk!
My wanting to stay away from people symptoms coming back again.. withdrawal symptoms.. but why so? It's quite ridiculous..Let's face up with things and confront it. Fear not, the Lord is with me...
Put my heart into the planning for next year's recruitment activities!
Buck up!
I'm very disappointed in my own performance and really lose the zeal and drive for work.. why so? Cos overwork? cos too many accounts to close? Or what? I'm running away from reality and wanting only the easy way out.. it's not going to work this way in life.
Disappointments in life are inevitable.. i'm disappointed in myself for my performance.. But i'm not being fair to God, i'm not being fair to my boss.. It's time to buck up, pick myself up and walk!
My wanting to stay away from people symptoms coming back again.. withdrawal symptoms.. but why so? It's quite ridiculous..Let's face up with things and confront it. Fear not, the Lord is with me...
Put my heart into the planning for next year's recruitment activities!
Buck up!
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