Press on..

The past is a dream, the present is starvation, endure.

Staring at the gloomy sky, waiting to hear from the Lord could be a pain sometimes..

I think I really behave like a chicken little staring at the sky last Saturday at Bro Cam's balcony -- waiting for something to fall..

Waiting for His Archangel.. to send God's message for me to do what I desire?

BUT I can wait long long..until the sun comes up from the West.. it will still never happen

God will NEVER allow.. Father loves us too much to let us do things that is not of His Will.

Donning my windbreaker and feeling the chilly wind hitting my face, like buckets of cold water splashing onto my face

Seemingly, the Lord is telling me to wake up my bl***y idea..

Of course the Lord would not use such crude and unglam words on His beloved children..

He is a gentleman, He is a Loving Father..

Yes..it is a complete getaway..

So windy and perhaps that's the nearest point to heaven.. if i could ever get there..

Bro CR thought I might just jump down but I am just too coward to die this way..

Don't worry. Will endure..

So what is left for me?

Press on lor.. *kaozz*

Anyway that balcony is really a wonderful place..

Really fall in love with this little corner where I find solitude and solace..

Bro Cam, could you rent that place to me?

Claim the rental from the Father.. He will pay you..