Friday, April 28, 2006

Need To Be Alone~

This morning, I just feel like blogging...
What to blog? hmmm....
It seems like there is a big barrier in my heart these few days.. a great sense of difficulties surged up last nite.
Unforgiveness... "loneliness"... desire for attention... unwell... worries... alot alot of negative emotions... can't focus to revise the last paper on Tuesday... I am still not feeling too well... got the urge for self-gratification again but I am relying on God's strength, moment by moment, day by day... =)
Brothers suggest a few very funny things for me to do regarding breaking of ungodly soul ties... releasing a balloon into the air, burying the name into the ground... all sorts of interesting things... hmmmmmmm... so funny right~
Got a call from MINDEF to go down for an interview for HR Officer position but I've to reject it flat down... Not ethical to even go for an interview, seemingly depriving another person from the chance... Yes, I'm very satisfied and contented with God's provision =)
Next Saturday [Polling Day for Singapore] I am quite thrilled to be able to cast my vote because Tampines GRC is being contested! Well, which party will get my vote? You are not allowed to know. It is confidential! =p
Also, I know I am looking forward to East Coast next Wednesday! Spending time on bicycle, going up and down east coast, enjoying the breeze and sunshine... =) hehehe.. =) I miss cycling East Coast and yes I am looking forward to it!
What I will do is that I will don my blue tank top, berms and sandals, then I would be getting a mat (maybe) and find a nice shady spot and do some readings, I will lie down and enjoy the sunshine (perhaps with some moisturiser) suddenly, Psalm 23:2-3 came to my mind.. but no green pastures.. only got sandy beach... hahaha.. =p
Anyway, it's time to be alone...
I am looking for a short trip alone in August... hmmm... =)
Time to study! =)

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