Finally... weekend is here

Finally it's weekend..

5.5 days of work... so busy...

Today, I failed to handle many things well...

1) I failed to handle my emotions well

2) I failed to handle my time well

3) I failed to handle my customers well

4) I failed to handle my colleagues well

5) I failed to handle my time with the Lord well

6) I failed to handle my time with my family well

7) I failed to handle my friends' feelings well

8) I failed to handle the gifting of the Lord well

9) I failed to handle the assignments the Lord has for me well...

I failed in many areas today.. I made a lot of mistakes on my job, yet I received compliments which I dont think I deserve.. Am I too hard on myself or am I just trying to be too perfectionistic a person?

Perhaps the most happy moments today are:

1) When I spend that short 20 mins with Product Dept new hires

2) When I'm enjoying the white chocolates Helene bought for me

3) When I was left alone to clear up my stuff

4) When I made my first offer to a candidate and close my first deal on my own.. haha

Recruitment is a very rewarding career when you see the elation of the new hire, I know I've done the right thing..

To mei mei, cute cute min min (=p), I might seem to be a "kai xin guo" in the team but deep down inside me, I'm torn and not happy because I've so many things to do, so many people to handle, so many deadlines to meet, so many problems to settle, so many accounts to close... BUT colleagues are nice to me... God has been very very gracious to me. I'm ok.

I will be ok.. when I pick things up.. and up the learning curve, I'll be alrite.. more OTs in days, weeks and months ahead.. I'll press on and I could do all things through CHRIST who strengthens me.

May I give all glory, praise, honour and thanksgiving to the Lord my God right now and if not for God, I'll be all burnt out and gone.. ha..

Time to zzz.. nite nite.. Finally, weekend is here...!